Wednesday 18 March 2015

A TOUCH OF FEDUPNESS!

i AM FED UP TODAY OF EVERYTHING! Not many people read this blog so I feel quite justified in venting how I feel at this moment in time.Fed up of having a bad back and arthritic knees! Fed up of feeling fed up for no reason as I have a good life compared to others!But for the next 2 minutes I DO NOT WISH TO COUNT MY BLESSINGS! Just to have a vent to stop me breaking all my lovely china in a senseless rage! It's my birthday tomorrow and because of todays mood I have cancelled my birthday,don't want to open cards and feel guilty that well meaning family and friends have purchased gifts for selfish me.Rant over, do I feel better NO!!!!!!

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  1. Oh my dear Pam - very sorry to hear of fedupness. I wonder if the lack of sunshine and light is connected to it? I certainly find it very hard to feel positive during the long, dark winter and cannot wait for the sun (even though I don't like the heat!). I hope that despite your feelings you were able to have some sort of birthday and best wishes for the 18th. I am not a 'birthday' person but I know that some people really like to celebrate their day - I hope that you woke up 'afresh'.

    Many thanks for your very kind message posted on my blog Pam - very, very sorry that I have not replied until now. Work has been all consuming for several months and, just when I hoped life would be getting easier and less stressful it has been taken over by 'proper job' so little/no time for making anything or indulging myself with very much. I even missed most of the Sewing Bee which made me even more disgruntled. I have made a decision to reduce workload but the the soonest that might happen is at the end of the summer - I am hanging on by my finger nails. I will balance all of that, as you say, with being fortunate in having a job and try not to complain about it....but I do all the same!
    I hope that arthritis gets better - mine is all affected by the weather and I feel it creeping through my bones on cold, dank days! Going up the stairs is ok but going down...........!

    Happy times ahead dear Pam

    Best wishes and thinking of you

    Jenny

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    1. Thankyou for your kind words Jenny,much appreciated.Take care yourself,glad that you're ok. "see" you soon.Best wishes.Pam

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  2. Please don't smash the china, it will make you feel worse!
    I find that a long walk sometimes helps when I'm feeling low, that's if your knees let you.
    Hope you survived the dreaded birthday, I'm also not keen on them...the bigger the number the harder it gets!
    I don't how to use google plus and can't work out how to follow you... that's probably why you don't get many readers but please keep blogging and I will keep searching for your 'follow' button...take care. xx

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  3. Hi Pam:

    Don't give up! I just found your blog and enjoy it!

    Perhaps you could add a gadget on your side bar that would enable one to get an email everytime you post? It makes it a lot easier to follow a blog.

    I too am a chinaholic!

    - Alma, The Tablescaper

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  4. Hi Pam:

    Don't give up! I just found your blog and enjoy it!

    Perhaps you could add a gadget on your side bar that would enable one to get an email everytime you post? It makes it a lot easier to follow a blog.

    I too am a chinaholic!

    - Alma, The Tablescaper

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  5. I agree i dont see any where to add friends or email. I hope your felling way better with love Janice

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